i'll steal your heartbeat.

i just lost my virginty and
knats are flying across the screen and
my shoulder blades used to be wings and
black bedspreads don't cover white and
i d o n ' t k n o w w h a t t o d o .

i'm selfish and
only find faith in God and
you when i find the need to and
am too depressed to believe in anything else and
i ' m t e r r i b l y s o r r y .

i lost your keychain and
your heart but i won't apologize and
feel bad because you smashed mine to the ground and
by that i mean my heart not my keychain and
i d o n ' t f e e l a n y m o r e .

i'm just waiting to pop these blue veins and
spray them across your diamond eyes and
watch you blink bloody tears away and
slap me across the face and
i s t h i s a b a d t h i n g ?

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