you're not drunk.

i want my scream
to sound like the static
from television sets

and my mouth to fit securely
inside of yours


what goes on
behind those layers of clothes,

because
i can't seem to find you anywhere

anywhere at all


vodka can only get us
so far

and at the end
of its bloody journey

we'll talk

about your list
of things to do

before you die

;

you must..

snort some cocaine *

acidify your insides

(melt your brain)

;

* purposefully.